Hay there

[hayden]

I hate not being able to tell people I won immunity. Like I love to brag about that stuff! Plus people keep worrying about who has it.

[diva]

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most valuable thing you can make is a mistake can't learn anything from being perfect

I was going to ask you about how did you feel about the blackout (boring not going to do that)

Spill the tea on your GF
I see her all up in here 
What are your intentions towards her? 

[hayden]

Round 9

Here's a video discussing what's going on this round



I want Silas gone, I'm done with his shit. There's a plan in motion to take him and Aubry out. I'm a little concerned I'm getting votes. People have been acting kinda weird around me, so I think either me or sarah is being targeted. I'm hoping to improve my realtionships with Jefra and Phoebe and go to the end with them. 

Should be interesting results! I think people could be concerned about the 4 of me, locky, sarah, jefra getting to the f7 with a majority so that's something to beware of. Silas can eat shit. 

[hayden]

Jun 15, 2020 9:27:54 GMT -5 diva said:

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most valuable thing you can make is a mistake can't learn anything from being perfect

I was going to ask you about how did you feel about the blackout (boring not going to do that)

Spill the tea on your GF
I see her all up in here 
What are your intentions towards her? 

Is my GF sarah? I kinda spoke about this in the video but I know I can't go to the end wit her, we are perceived as being a pair and she is perceived as being in charge. I love her, but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do.

[hayden]

I dont know what I was expecting

[hayden]

Honestly, this is a good thing. Like i said in my video I don't know how to play from a good spot, things don't usually go well for me. Now it's time to kick things into gear. Make these people pay. Not so much for Locky, but just to prove that I AM a good player and I can put up or shut up. I just ... Sarah being involved ... I don't get it.

[hayden]

Sarah can f right off as well. She knew something was happening, changed her vote, and then didn't tell me a thing.

I should've told Locky to play his idol. I should've seen this coming. The signs were there with Jamal being sketched out by locky. Although people would've assumed Sarah told me and I told locky, so it's not great. But Sarah is dead to me as well. Like I don't have any allies. jesus christ. Time to go challenge beast mode but IDK. All these people are dead to me except phoebe, and I guess Andrea. ugh ugh ugh fuck this round

[hayden]

I hope this is appreciated. This was in the chat of me, phoebe, jefra, sarah, locky and jamal.

[hayden]

My goal: REALLLY sell the 3 of phoebe, jefra and jamal as a tight 3. I have chat logs where jamal said he wanted to go to the end with jefra and phoebe. I have zero relationship with Aubry and I need to resurrect that. The hardest sell is gonna be sarah. But she's probably up Jamal's ass anyway. It's not gonna be easy, but I think there is a path.

[hayden]

Everyone has a plan until they get punched in the mouth. - Mike Tyson

I just got hit in the mouth HARD. Now I gotta get off the mat and show 'em what I'm made of.

[hayden]

Ok this round is a DOOZY.

You all know my feelings about what happened last time lol. And I set out to prove what I got. I'm pretty good at talking the talk, but not as good at walking the walk.

SO I'm gonna start this round by apologizing to Sarah if she reads this. I totally set her up this round, and if she goes, I'll feel bad, but it'll help my longevity in the game.


OK so after the last round, I knew that people thought I would be expendable because why leave out someone at a vote like that if you wanted to go to the end with them. I kinda grouped Jefra with Phoebe and Jamal. And my pitch was to sell them as a threesome that will make the f3. Seems like a logical argument and it fits with everything Jamal has told me and all the actions that happened last time. 

In the meantime, I thought I needed one of 2 things to make sure I could survive the round, an idol or immunity. Still being 2 keys away from the unscrambling, I assumed it would be hard for me to find the idol, and thought immunity was more plausible. I spent a little bit making a google sheets document with all the dates for important events. It was pretty helpful, but the math was HARD. Immediately after submitting I thought I had lost it. I got a few wrong and just assumed I wasn't winning.

SO I went on a MISSION. I like the subtle hints to some of the clues for the idol. As soon as the prompt said "princess of pop" I knew a clue was related to that. I quickly went to work and figured it out, meaning I only needed one more.  I had found all the clues that the hints were referring to, so I must've missed an easy one. I then just started going through all the posts that I could view user by user. When I was going through Justins, I noticed a clue I hadnt gotten before and noticed it was in the pregame questions. I didn't even think it couldve been there I assumed it had to be public, but everyone got a pregame question thread, so it makes sense! This also was one of the days in the challenge, so nice subtlety there LMAO. 

I find all the keys and start to unscramble. I get caught up on FETTUCCINE of all things lmao. I guess I was just hungry. ALSO the U LOOKS like a 4! I was so confused for the longest time lmao. Then I noticed that confetti was one of the possible unscrambled words and it all came together. SO then that message pops up "unfortunately it appears that there is nothing here" or whatever. I was SO FREAKING PISSED. I walked away from my computer and pulled up my phone and laid down. I quoted it just to see if there was anything funny and noticed something up with the apostrophe. I ran back to my comp and clicked on the link haha. I knew it was morse code right away, and was translating the letters as quickly as I could. AND BOOM an idol. I was so proud, because I felt like things had started turning in the right direction. 



I start laying he ground work with Andrea about possibly voting together, just mentioning how I felt like I was left out.  I started talking with Jamal again, but I had to mention to him over and over again that I wasn't upset that Locky left. I mean I knew he was going at some point, and wanted him to be a shield. I was upset with HOW locky left, and my involvement. Jamal repeatedly would say "I want to work with you", but I won't promise you anything" LOL OK Like work with me for a ROUND. Its final 7, and its clear he didnt want to go to the end with me. 


The way Jefra and Phoebe phrased things made it sound like they didn't want to go the end with me either, I can read between the lines lol. Luckily, I won immunity! I wasn't expecting it all but I'm glad I have it, I don't have to worry about leaving with an idol in my pocket haha. 
I have a ton of ammunition this round, but I don't want to use it just yet!

SO then the vote talk comes about. I think I'm being told to vote for Aubry etc. I would love if Jamal/Phoebe left. Being immune, if something goes awry, It won't be me leaving, it'd be sarah, and that could be good for me? Lessens my threat level. Anyways, I bite the bullet and message Aubry about wanting to hash things out. It's a little awkward at first, but we both come together and try to push aside our differences. I think she's full of shit, but if it doesn't work, whatever! I have conversations with Andrea and Sarah and it eventually comes up to vote for Phoebe. I think she's better at challenges, has better social connections, and probably opens up jefra. Jamal can't be too mad because he made it clear I was not in his endgame plans. 

So after talking to jamal/phoebe/aubry/sarah etc there seems to be some inconsistencies. Jamal even told me it was between aubry and sarah on his end lol. Maybe he's trying to burn an idol or something. I think Sarah is getting votes. She probably knows it too. Like  Isaid before if she leaves, I don't think it's the end of the world. I have an idol, I would have kept my word to aubry and andrea, there's sill the threeesome there to target, its perfect. 

If I use my idol on sarah, and even if its the right thing and I save her, phoebe leaves and I'm in the minority with Sarah. People are already worried about our connection, and me playing an idol on her will just solidify one of us leaving at final 6. So as much as it hurts, I probably have to let her go, and pick up the pieces. IT could strengthen an underdog narrative, but I also am showing that I'm aware of things and able to make decisions that strengthen my game, and lessen my threat level. I mean I've won 3 immunities and dont plan on stopping anytime soon.

This is a LOT to take in. But I hope you guys can follow it haha. See you all later in the f6!

[hayden]

Well that didn't last long

[hayden]

So the whole thing blew up. Aubry and Andrea went to phoebe and exposed the plan. They are definitely trying to get out sarah. I think it gonna be like a 4-2-1 split or maybe 5-2 or 3-2-2. Again, it's probably gonna be sarah, but whatever. She kinda deserves it for letting locky go last round. I have an idol in my pockt that I'll probably use unless I win immunity next time. I dont really know where to go from here. Maybe try to get to the end with jefra and like Andrea. That's all I can think of at this point.

I switched my vote to aubry because I can't justify keeping her in if she's just gonna blow up my game. It'll be a weird vote and i didn't control it but whatever. If Aubry and Andrea were truly voting for Phoebe they wouldn't have spilled the vote.

[hayden]

Since Chey is bullying me,

I had a long conversation with phoebe. It started when she approached me directly about voting her. I talked to her about me starting this whole thing. I was trying to absolve as much as possible bc I knew Jamal was looking for a way to vote her. She also asked if me lumping Jefra, Jamal, and Phoebe as a Final 3 was sarah's Idea. I totally owned up to it. I tried to cover as much as I could, but she's probably leaving. I'm trying to save as much face as possible, but IDK what I'm gonna do next time. I talked to Phoebe about my motivations, and that I wanted to do something once I had won immunity. I talked about not opening up to her fully because of my preconceived notions. I was pretty hardheaded about something that was conjecture. It probably IS true, but w/e. Hopefully Aubry goes, but w/e.

[hayden]

I take back whatever I said apologizing to Sarah. F sarah. She was more involved in the locky thing than I thought. Probably a bad move for her