Post by Jefra on Jun 21, 2020 11:22:42 GMT -5
alright so last round was pretty much the biggest round for me. i didn't realize until later that the vote really did all come down to what i wanted to do, and having jamal and phoebe want me to vote for andrea and for hayden and andrea wanting me to vote for sarah. andrea's approach was "i don't know what anyone else is doing but i'm gonna vote sarah"
hayden really got this vote on the road though, and hayden seems to really have put a lot of trust in me. he's let me know so much that i didn't know before about the game and honestly, i've been vibing with hayden a lot. but i do also know that if he makes it to the end, the odds of him not winning are going to be very very slim. it would be an uphill climb to say the least if i were to make it to the end with hayden. so ideally, he goes at 4. but he's guaranteed final four at this point, whether it's from his IDOL that yes, he told me he had, or by winning immunity. but i am fiercely hoping that he wins immunity because he said that if he does, he'll play his idol on me (OMG) and that i will make it to final four as well
but hayden convinced sarah that her, him, and i were supposed to vote for phoebe. sarah had also convinced jamal and phoebe that she was voting andrea. so i was getting a bit scared there at the end thinking that it was going to be a tie. and also jamal felt really upset at me whenever the votes were read and seeing that i voted for sarah. but my thinking is, we've made it this far and worked very closely together the whole time. he knows i've been wanting sarah out. jamal was really close to sarah. so he didn't want to vote for her. so i pulled the trigger while i could. he even said he wouldn't be mad at me if i were to vote for sarah and so i did, but then he felt a bit upset thinking that i screwed his game over, but that's just not the case at all
since i let everyone know that the locky vote was all "SARAH'S" idea even though it was actually jamal and i's (mostly jamal), people haven't seen phoebe, jamal, and i as much of a trio anymore, which seems like a success in my book
and so during this vote, jamal and i did not vote together so the likelihood of people seeing us to be a pair is very slim. but i know that hayden thinks that jamal and phoebe are a pair and that's just oh so dangerous. which, sure it is, but if they're also working with me and wanting to go forward with me, then i really don't care
i'm just so antsy. this is literally the farthest i've made it in a game since i was like 13 playing survivor states as grace helbig, which i hardly count as a true win.. i can just see the end in sight and i am so so so eager to get there. but also! forgot to mention, JAMAL TOLD ME HE HAD THE IDOL. he almost tried to pull a fast one and say phoebe may have it, idk, but then he just sucked it up and said i have it and i'm playing it on myself this round
which GOOD! that's excellent. i don't know why he was acting a bit upset then? i mean he swears he wasn't mad but i just got the vibe that he was annoyed. but i think it's just because i voted for sarah and not with him, but voting for sarah was the best move for me. i made an enemy in doing it but i knew that she would beat me any day of the week in a final 3 situation and i'd already tried to come for her once. so i had to while i could. and luckily hayden and i sweet talked her enough for her to actually believe the vote was on phoebe and so that's who she voted, which unfortunately led to her own demise... even though jamal, who actually did trust sarah and was expecting her to vote with him, was being honest with her. she just chose the wrong side i guess, which i truly think is a testament to my social game because i had her believing what i said even though i was lying the whole time
i've actually been pretty slimy in the grand scheme of things this game. i tell people what they want to hear and i think i've done a great job doing that, but i've also been really mindful of sitting back and not causing a scene which i tend to do too much in other games. so i'll run and do my errands or go eat with the boyfriend and willingly make myself get off of discord so i'm not around to fuck things up, and then i come in at good times to give my two cents, see what's going on and try to make the best decision for myself and also jamal
i'm hoping i can pull out this immunity win so i take my fate in my own hands and don't have to worry about any kind of idol shenanigans or relying on hayden play his on me. jamal is confident he didn't win.
ahh!!! i'm so scared. i don't want to be so close to the end and then it all be for nothing. i HAVE to make it
hayden really got this vote on the road though, and hayden seems to really have put a lot of trust in me. he's let me know so much that i didn't know before about the game and honestly, i've been vibing with hayden a lot. but i do also know that if he makes it to the end, the odds of him not winning are going to be very very slim. it would be an uphill climb to say the least if i were to make it to the end with hayden. so ideally, he goes at 4. but he's guaranteed final four at this point, whether it's from his IDOL that yes, he told me he had, or by winning immunity. but i am fiercely hoping that he wins immunity because he said that if he does, he'll play his idol on me (OMG) and that i will make it to final four as well
but hayden convinced sarah that her, him, and i were supposed to vote for phoebe. sarah had also convinced jamal and phoebe that she was voting andrea. so i was getting a bit scared there at the end thinking that it was going to be a tie. and also jamal felt really upset at me whenever the votes were read and seeing that i voted for sarah. but my thinking is, we've made it this far and worked very closely together the whole time. he knows i've been wanting sarah out. jamal was really close to sarah. so he didn't want to vote for her. so i pulled the trigger while i could. he even said he wouldn't be mad at me if i were to vote for sarah and so i did, but then he felt a bit upset thinking that i screwed his game over, but that's just not the case at all
since i let everyone know that the locky vote was all "SARAH'S" idea even though it was actually jamal and i's (mostly jamal), people haven't seen phoebe, jamal, and i as much of a trio anymore, which seems like a success in my book
and so during this vote, jamal and i did not vote together so the likelihood of people seeing us to be a pair is very slim. but i know that hayden thinks that jamal and phoebe are a pair and that's just oh so dangerous. which, sure it is, but if they're also working with me and wanting to go forward with me, then i really don't care
i'm just so antsy. this is literally the farthest i've made it in a game since i was like 13 playing survivor states as grace helbig, which i hardly count as a true win.. i can just see the end in sight and i am so so so eager to get there. but also! forgot to mention, JAMAL TOLD ME HE HAD THE IDOL. he almost tried to pull a fast one and say phoebe may have it, idk, but then he just sucked it up and said i have it and i'm playing it on myself this round
which GOOD! that's excellent. i don't know why he was acting a bit upset then? i mean he swears he wasn't mad but i just got the vibe that he was annoyed. but i think it's just because i voted for sarah and not with him, but voting for sarah was the best move for me. i made an enemy in doing it but i knew that she would beat me any day of the week in a final 3 situation and i'd already tried to come for her once. so i had to while i could. and luckily hayden and i sweet talked her enough for her to actually believe the vote was on phoebe and so that's who she voted, which unfortunately led to her own demise... even though jamal, who actually did trust sarah and was expecting her to vote with him, was being honest with her. she just chose the wrong side i guess, which i truly think is a testament to my social game because i had her believing what i said even though i was lying the whole time
i've actually been pretty slimy in the grand scheme of things this game. i tell people what they want to hear and i think i've done a great job doing that, but i've also been really mindful of sitting back and not causing a scene which i tend to do too much in other games. so i'll run and do my errands or go eat with the boyfriend and willingly make myself get off of discord so i'm not around to fuck things up, and then i come in at good times to give my two cents, see what's going on and try to make the best decision for myself and also jamal
i'm hoping i can pull out this immunity win so i take my fate in my own hands and don't have to worry about any kind of idol shenanigans or relying on hayden play his on me. jamal is confident he didn't win.
ahh!!! i'm so scared. i don't want to be so close to the end and then it all be for nothing. i HAVE to make it
