Round 10

[sarah]

Tuns of turmoil again after last round and pieces to pick up for sure!!!!  Hayden was pissed at Jamal last night and was being very short with me, so he was not happy with us.  Jefra was confused why I voted for Silas and I said that he spooked me last minute by saying he was switching to Andrea, and that I ran everything by Jamal cause he was the only one around.  And I said that I told him to tell Phoebe and her that I was switching so that they weren't alarmed (which was a total lieeeeeee).  But Jefra said that he never told her anything, and in fact acted surprised that I switched my vote!  She said that this is alarming, so I think that is actually good to hear.

Jamal and Aubry are talking again, which I don't like cause I want Aubry to only be my bestie.  Idk what the plan is for this round, but I think I would like to see one of the girls go home.  Aubry is still a player and I won't forget that, so when she does smarten up I think she will turn a vote on me and I'll have a hard time seeing it coming.  She certainly has not given up on this game.  Andrea is connected to Jamal more and more it seems, and I think the other girls talk to her as well.  I mentioned Phoebe last round, and I think she is also well connected with Andrea and well, everyone.  And Jefra, she is just gonna float till the end even though she thinks she is making #movez.  This round I would love for her to spearhead a vote that will benefit my game so that I can just take a backseat for once.

In the end, I think I stand a fairly good shot at beating anyone left in the game at the end, so I am just trying my best to get myself a seat in that FTC.  It won't be an easy road ahead though, and I have only been as far as Final 5 once in a game, so I am very inexperienced with endgame strategy.  As long as people don't pin Jamal and I as a pair though, and I can pin him/Hayden as a bigger target than myself, and even Phoebe as a target for surviving more Tribal Councils than anyone else and always voting with the majority, then maybe I can hide behind these people for a few rounds.

[sarah]

Jamal is saying now that the way he phrased things to Jefra last night was not perfect, so I wish he would have kept his drunk mouth closes lol. Cause he said that "it was 100% Sarah who voted Silas" and he said that she took that as "oh, Sarah flipped on us. What a shady bitch."

And THAT is exactly what I did not want to happen when I changed my vote to Silas. I didn't want Phoebe and Jefra to think I flipped or think I was sketchy. So I just have to play this up as best as I can that it was a last minute decision and I was out to dinner with my family and see what happens.

[sarah]

My days must have been off by one or something for the challenge cause there is no reason I really should have gotten any wrong. I know my math wasn't wrong and I had my cheat sheet and everything, and looked up the answers that I didn't know, but yeah. Everyone sucked at that and I am not even convinced all the answers were technically right but whatever.

No one is talking right now during this round and Jamal just told me to figure it tf out and let him know how to vote, but I don't feel like doing that. I will have work tomorrow afternoon till deadline and he won't be around much so we could be in some trouble this round. At least he has an idol to save himself though.

[sarah]

Yep I could be fucked this round. Hayden for some reason still possibly trusts me? I don't get that. I thought he was smart. But he is trying to now mend relationships with Aubry so that her, him Andrea and myself can target the "trio" of Jamal, Phoebe and Jefra (which totally does not exist). Andrea still does not talk game with me, and she is definitely closer to everyone else. I want her out so bad, but before her, Aubry needs to go. Not even 10 minutes after she started to target me, Andrea told Jamal who then told me. So I am obviously freaking out now that I have officially heard my name. And I literally called it that Aubry would start trying to play the game hard again soon enough, and that I would have to get her out before she got me. So this round will be the test of that.

Andrea thinks she has Phoebe (per Jamal), and I guess Jamal, which would make 4 if she was correct. But Jamal doesn't seem to think that she actually has Phoebe, and I am not convinced that she does have her yet either. I am really hoping that if Phoebe hears my name that she comes clean about it to me, cause then it would ease my stress and show me that Phoebe doesn't in fact want me out. I am not sure if Aubry will try to get Hayden to turn on me, or Jefra, but for now I am playing dumb and seeing who comes to me with what. I trust that Jamal will say what he needs to and do what he has to do to figure out where people really stand for this round.

[sarah]

Phoebe came and told me already!!!!!! Jamal is working his magic so good for him. Now he just needs to solidify Jefra. I hope this all works out.

[sarah]

I wish Hayden didn't win immunity cause Aubry may have targeted him before me, which was my plan for keeping the two of them in the game this whole time. I need people to come online before I go to work so I can save myself!!!! I think Phoebe is certainly down for keeping me. So that would leave Jefra in the middle if Hayden was voting with Andrea and Aubry to get me. But Aubry is now saying that Hayden was still pushing to get the trio out, so idk if Aubry even is going to tell Hayden about the plan to get me out cause she still assumes that he and I are close I would think. Which is good for me! Cause then even if Jefra votes with the girls then the vote would tie. But I don't just want a tie. I was going to say that if Jamal Phoebe and Jefra all agreed to do a split vote on me and someone else, then 3 votes would be enough to take out Aubry. But there is no one else for them to split a vote on with me cause Hayden is immune ...

[sarah]

Hayden isn't going to vote Aubry so this will all come down to Jefra and I am going to have difficulty talking to her when I am at work. Why is it always that work ends up screwing me over in these games?! This is why I can't play during the summer. The vote could tie if Hayden votes for Phoebe, and the Andrea Aubry and Jefra vote me, but I think ultimately in a re-vote that Hayden will vote me out once he sees that I voted with Jamal and Phoebe yet again.