Ponderosa

[diva]

Who's bunking with whom?

[locky]

hooray for Hayden winning immunity

[Justinmon]

Boot predictions?

[locky]

Aubry or Andrea please!

[Silas]

If it's Aubry then she flopped for being stubborn, lmfao.
But Phoebe/Jamal or Aubry, please.

[Silas]

Btw, I am 100000% sure Jamal is "downplaying" his challenge abillities after knowing people perceive him as a chall beast. He lied to Phoebe not having all the clues at the swap (when he had already started doing AT LEAST the first part of post-word tasks), he lied to me not having the idol, he/they lied to not being close with me, lol. He's been trying to lie about everything basically this game, but to me at least, has been transparent as shit. Idk why Phoebe would fall for that, it's kinda bad gameplay imo. But hopefully she has something more going on, I hope? Plz Phoebe don't let me down.

[Silas]

From what I remember, Jamal wants Jefra at the end, because the perception of her is "she hasn't been around", but tbh it's the same with Phoebe. I ((and possibly Brenda, but not sure) remember thinking she is not invested/semi-active pre-swap and she doesn't seem to have changed much post merge. So I wouldn't be surprised if Jamal wanted the pawns with him at the end, so he would intimidate us voting for him just so we are not "bitter". The best move here for Sarah/Aubry is to stick together and go Sarah-Aubry-Jefra-Andrea, but that is not happening unfortunately. Unless they shook me, which would make me SO proud of them. Plz girls, get it together and do a good move for your games FOR ONCE.

[zach]

I'm confused.

diva 

[zach]

Confused by the mean comments, too. Been nothing but nice to Silas... Oh well. 

[Silas]

Listen, Zach, I didn't want to say this in front of everyone, but it seem you're asking for it badly. I will have to repeat myself a bit, so other people please bare with me. You are so goddamn obsessed with me, it's really disturbing me, so please STOP. I don't like your constant attention or need of that, at least definitely not from me OR towards me. I am sure you can get it from other people who like you better.

I don't know how old you are, but please grow up, for real. And I saw your "crying" how I was complimenting you after I voted for you. I said you were playing a not bad game, which the Hosts seem to think as well, I said you almost made F3 with Aubry-Andrea. I was just stating facts about what you did well. Why do you have such a black and white type of thinking? I just didn't like our interactions, idg what's wrong with that? I separate game from personal, can you not understand that for once? But I guess you wanted to play a game and MAKE FRIENDS. I don't operate this way, what's the problem with that? Lmfao. Can you NOT accept we click better with some people than others? I clicked much better with Brenda, for example. And even Jefra-Hayden-Sarah-Locky post-merge. Why should I be the one TELLING you that for the 100000th time? Ffs. I talked to you so much at the swap only to survive, that's it. Pure game. Call me cold or nonchalant, idc. I wouldn't talk that much with you under ANY other circumstances, even now that we're out. I do not enjoy our interactions, sorry, get over it and move on.

For example, I was really disturbed by the Alters and that other video, not my taste sorry. We seem to like different stuff and just do NOT click overall. I am perfectly content with that, hopefully you get there soon too. Besides, I told you I DO NOT want to do the challenge with you pre-merge, so I have been way too straightforward with my dislike for you FOR FOREVER now. You still want to deny it, I can't help it, you know?

[diva]

I just want to make it clear the hosts thought he was playing a great game.

[zach]

You're forcing your own narrative, calling me obsessed, when you're the one, constantly bringing me down. I'm okay with you disliking me, but I'm hurt by you personally insulting me, when I've been nothing, but kind towards you.

It's okay to have different perspectives on the game - I wish I got to know people better, you wish you aligned with someone else. I wanted to be loyal, you wanted to flip. List goes on... I don't see a problem with any of that, what I have an issue with is that we're in Ponderosa. You're not being a villain anymore, you're being a bully. And yes, I was hurt by you voting me out, but I honestly don't care anymore. It sucks being manipulated, but it is what it is! I blindsided Brenda, I had it coming. The thing is that I got over it - so I'd appreciate it, if you stopped talking for me.

Hopefully, you don't treat people like this outside of the game. I have no idea why you have so much hate inside of you, but hopefully you can learn from this experience, and grow as a person. There's always room for improvement! I got plenty to learn myself, too. I feel nothing, but love towards everyone, involved in this game, so it sucks, how you've been purposefully trying to make me feel miserable.  With that being said, if being so unpleasant towards me in this game, somehow makes you feel better about yourself, go for it. I don't know what kind of issues you're dealing with - but I'm willing to bite the bullet for the sake of your ego and mental health. Positive vibes, and I will be praying for you.

[Silas]

Idk why you're trying to play the victim here and I honestly don't care anyway. I am not trying to make you feel you miserable, I am making parrales and comparison, if you feel offended, well sorry, all I ever said is you needing tons of attention, while you called me "cold, nonchalant, sociopath" and what not. Double standards much? "Nothing but kind towards you", was that supposed to be a joke, because I couldn't comprehend it any other way. If you can't handle someone disliking you, I am truly sorry, I live in a free world where people have thicker skin and we are not affected by other people's opinions. At the same time, you were one to call me "cold, nonchalant, psycho, sociopath" and all of that first, did you forget all of that this quickly? If you even for a second think I have been "mean" towards you, you are clearly way off base here, buddy. I have been pretty civil with my dislike for you, and I do not see anything wrong with that, I am curious - why do you? I guess that's a difference in lifestyle, but it is what it is. I wish you all the best, but still - we are not meant for each other, please accept that and keep the distance. I am sorry I didn't fall for your teatrics ocne and saw right through them, straight to all your troubles and decided to distance myself from that. Sorry, but it will stay the same. I deal with troubled people as a job, not in my free time, and not definitely when I'm playing a game online for fun.

And besides that, I am not dealing with any issues, I have my life pretty in tact, sorry to disappoint you. I am sorry I live in a very peaceful and chill place, where the every day life is not so radical, so I really can not relate with what you seem to be going through. We're used to telling it how it is, and don't need to cater to inherently troubled people's emotions, simply because we don't have many people like that here, you have an issue with that? I just prefer some kind of people over other, and IRL I stay away from those who I dislike, and that is what I've been trying to do here as well. If you can't accept that, sorry, I won't be the one to change you. I told you a 1000 times not to talk to me, even had to block you so you had to stop, then you come here and bring me in your discourse yet again. When I was talking about Jamal, I made a side joke with you (parrales and comparisons), but I guess you might be new to these, so you take everything too personal. You've tried to be so judgemental on my personal characteristics, calling me cold, nonchalant and all that other funny stuff above, yet at the same time you try to play the victim, keep that to yourself and don't be a hypocrite. I am not a villain anymore, and you are not a martyr with your offensive-defensive ways. And you think I am the one forcing any kind of narrative here? Alol. Idk why you are trying to be a "mental advocate" here, especially towards me, when I majored in Social Work. You seem to be living in some kind of a bubble and need a reality check asap. Keep your emotions to yourself and focus on the game. I tried regret keeping Jamal for a bit yesterday, but the more we "interact", the more content I am with my decision, thank you for making it easier.

Side note: you haven't been "nothing, but kind to me", who are you kidding here? Lmfao. But yeah, ty for proving my point. You've been so bitter ever since I voted you out and it's all you've been talking about for now 3 rounds. And you had the audacity to DM me saying "how is it possible you talked to me for so long and vote me out", lmfao. Wtf? Why are you enforcing your terrible VIEWS (of it seems everything) onto me? You should know better this would never work. And you pretend to "have been nothing but nice to me"? I don't see how, anyway how I look at it. So cut the pretentiousness. Maybe you think DMing me all this "bullying" and not posting it on the board is you being nice? That'd be quite the strange logic, but you are playing a victim here, so who knows.
Side note 2: so when I "praise" you for your game, you're unhappy. Then I am "bringing you down", you're unhappy. I can't with you, sorry, but this was your one funny moment. Are you sure you're thinking straight or maybe what I mean is, can you see the difference? And you're the one who has been "purposefully trying to make me feel miserable" with your shenanigans, such as whoever "wrecked" me and everything before that.  You are the one who has been terribly spiteful, bitter and downright vicious to me, game and non-game wise, before I said anything about you. So, I am curious, who are you to talk with such entitlement? It's downright hilarious coming from you. Are you still hurt I blocked you? Aww, someone's sensitive, but has no idea what he is like to others. Your constant crying is almost concerning. I already said it once, but let me repeat, you need a reality check.
Side note 3: I am calling you obsessed with me based on the game. I still don't get why you had decided me + you should be a pair in one of the challs pre-merge, you didn't even ask me, it felt really inconsiderate. Glad I rejected you on that, though, lol. It's this kind of stuff that makes me feel you were "obsessed" with me, you didn't let me breathe for a second ever since we stumbled upon e/o.

[Silas]

I am a bit scared for Aubry based on her TC answers. I hope she is NOT the one joining us here tonight. But if she ends up being the one, then she got played by Jamal + Sarah for sure. Taking me out was not a good move for her, because I was actually not that DISLOYAL or DISHONEST to her by taking out Zach, cuz I told her/Andrea I preferred that. I was hoping by telling her + Andrea about it, they'd want to work together going further, we'd still have 4 at the blackout, but they seem to have been pissed their F3 was no more. Hopefully she pulls through, I'd hate for her to flame out this quickly for being stubborn. Crossing fingers.

[locky]

Hope Aubry goes down. NuRaro rules