round 2

[Jefra]

i feel like i'm boring???

none of these people are like exciting me to talk to them but maybe i'm just not bringing the charm like i thought i would? 

andrea or grant didn't message me at all today and so many other people just give the most basic responses

but i would say i'm getting along pretty well with aubry and i would say alicia too but alicia is a bit in and out and i don't think aubry likes alicia too well

also they were about to sit me out of the challenge without even consulting me which really feels like i'm looked at like i'm expendable which really bothers me so i'm going to spend a lot of time chatting with everyone i possibly can and try to break down some walls

i thought i was going to be able to get on here today and just find all 14 keys really easily and i did a really great job of finding a ton of them but these last 3 feel like they're going to be impossible to get......

[Jefra]

I JUST CRUSHED IT! ugh i'm so glad i pulled off that point because i SERIOUSLY messed up while digging and had to refind the tan crate like 3 times, so the fact that i got it by 4 seconds is just so reaffirming

and i was one of the top performers on the tribe which definitely makes me feel pretty happy about my spot here, and i get another round of getting to secure bonds with people. the good thing about winning twice in a row asides from winning immunity of course, is that i don't have to play aggressively or talk vote at all at the moment and the longer i can maintain that, the better i think. i've mentioned the keys to locky but he said he hadn't found any and i've given a few out to aubry and she told me about one as well (phoebe's memory wall) and i think she's looking at us as a thing? she told me she's from kentucky too so i'm hoping we just have that UNBRIDLED KENTUCKY SPIRIT in both of us but honestly, really feeling a bit like i haven't found my PERSON on this tribe. at first i thought it would be zach but he's been underwhelming and alicia has been fun to talk to as well but, really the problem just comes from the amount i'm spending on discord. i haven't been just spending hours chatting with everyone like i normally had and i'm hoping that's not something that's going to bite me in the ass but, just like the rest of my life, if i don't have a structure then i just easily fall through the cracks and slack off and am much more likely to fail. self motivation has always been my biggest flaw so i'm hoping i can use this as a way to capitalize on that not only in the game but also in real life as well

tips cowboy hat

love yall

[estelle]

reading this made me feel like i was reading my own diary wtf

keep ur chin up cowgirl! i know the struggles of not feeling like u can find ur footing or ur person in games but sometimes u find that person when u least expect it from a randomly great conversation or even from within urself. some may call it multiple personality disorder but i call it self love n determination!!! every new conversation is a new opportunity for a stronger connection, good luck queen, u got this!

[Justinmon]

i felt that yall 

[Jefra]

omg i didnt even mean to get that deep but like true

@idolkey

[Jefra]

ugh i literally have two keys left to find and i don't know where to look. i added /calendar after the url and was looking through the calendar but like it literally could be AT ANY DATE IN THE LAST CENTURY OR FORWARD CENTURY SO HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FIND IT IF ITS IN THERE i went like 10 years forward and back and checked every month. okay maybe not 10 but probably at least 7 forward and like 3 back before i gave up

can i get hints for doing well at the challenge?