Confessionals

[marcus]

Ugh. Ok. I'm fighting with proboards.

I had a whole thing typed out and it's gone because my internet went out.

So here's what's been happening. I moved. YAY! It tanked my social game. BOOO!

We lost the challenge. Major stink. The vote was on Silas last night for not showing up. Meh.

The vote switched to me today because of my social activity level. Sound familiar? 

I ramped up my social game in a matter of hours and failed to get the vote back on Silas. BUUUUUUUT.

Silas, Chelsea and Jaime have worked to get the vote onto James. For some reason I'm unclear on. I'm not going to fight it.

I'm completely on board if it gets me through this first round and I don't end up being Lisa Donahue R&F6 Flop Extraordinaire.

PRAY FOR MARCUS!

[kevin]

What are your current thoughts on the game? Own that edit and confess to The Campbellicious. Thank you!

[marcus]

Round #2

That is a fantastic use of a Salem from Sabrina the Teenage Witch gif. Thank you for asking Kevin!

Hi! I'm back at tribal council. Who would have guessed? Oh man, me. I got my ass busted by the one, the only, Miss Sarah Lacina! I can't wait to meet that powerhouse bitch. She slays me. Literally. I'm bleeding on the floor after she wiped the floor with me.

All right, so I was really out of the loop Round 1, huh? I'm talking, I had no idea who was rallying for me and who was being a backstabbing slut. BuT I'm AlL cAuGhT uP nOw!

Let's just say that the two biggest shit stirrers on this tribe are Chelsea and Silas. I've already chosen Jamal, Jaime, and Brenda as the three people I want to be associated with long term. Mostly because they're not batshit crazy. I don't need crazy. I need smart meat shields. That way they stay in longer and protect my fragile ass.

So it turns out Chelsea was flip-flopping about whether or not she wanted to keep me in last round. Unfortunately for her, people like me and told me everything she was doing behind my back. She has since become public enemy #1 for basically targeting half the tribe. I would be worried about an idol being used, but when would she find the time to go searching for keys with all the nonsense she keeps making up? The only person who MIGHT use an idol on her would be Phoebe, and that would probably be to vote me out.

Look, I get that Phoebe and I aren't connecting. It's unfortunate. I would love to be able to connect with Phoebe but she honestly gives me nothing. I'm bored. I get more out of talking with my torch on cold nights. I'm sure it's not anyone's fault, we're just two different people in two different timezones who can't be bothered to care if the other exists. It's fine. We'll get through it.

So back to Chelsea, who was making up that I was in an alliance with Jaime and Silas, like, solely based on the last vote I'm guessing. And then targeted everyone who breathed the wrong way. Yeah, She's toast unless she pulls an idol. I'm hoping that by the time the votes are read she hasn't found and used an idol. Because she's wanted to target Spencer and Silas and who knows what she's thinking now. She can't keep anything straight and I'm just trying to stay out of her crosshairs and survive this. It's like playing Russian Roulette, who's going to die if she plays an idol?

Speaking of alliances, though. I'm now in one with Jamal, Silas, and Spencer? Okay! It just kind of appeared. I like an all men's alliance as much as the next guy, but no one is touching a hair on Brenda or Jaime's heads. I'll destroy Phoebe any day now though.

I'm personally happy to take out some drama this round in Chelsea. I know she's probably entertaining as hell for all of you but she's a fucking headache for everyone else.

If truth be told, I was a little sad to see James go until I saw the votes for me. I'm shocked that I'm suddenly in an alliance with the two other people who voted for me (Jamal and Spencer) and that I'm actively being targeted and am targeting someone who voted to keep me (Phoebe).

I feel like Jaime knows how to bring a group together and I love that about her. I also love that she's on my side and actively wants to work with me and trust me because I have done everything possible to be as trustworthy and I can be. I'm so glad it's paying off.

Brenda is a very low key, stealth kind of player. She's going to sit back and listen for all the hot gossip and use it to her advantage. She says she has no idea what she's doing, BUT I DUNNO ABOUT THAT!

Silas has been very vocal about voting out certain people, but he wouldn't have gotten what he wanted without Jaime pulling the strings.

Jamal and Spencer are both pretty awesome to talk with both about the game and personal topics. I'm not going to forget they wrote my name down, though. It's always going to be there in the back of my mind. If they have it in them to do it the first time, they'll do it again. Hopefully, it's to crown me the winner of this season. Ha!


As for me. I think I've finally got my footing. I'm not going to be calling the shots because I don't need too, but I am a solid strategizer and what people need right now is someone to boost them. I'm here for that. I'm going to make these people love me so much because I've kissed their asses so hard that I'm never leaving. I'm a vote for them and they know it. Until I'm suddenly not. Oops.

Time to go vote and answer tc questions before Diva rips something off I'm going to need in the future.

[marcus]

Round #3

I'm voting for Phoebe. It's been really quiet but as far as I know, the other guys are also voting for Phoebe and are quietly pushing for Phoebe to go. I talked with Brenda about it last night and she was all "I have to think"... ok. That's super reassuring. She wants to go with strength. Cool, vote out one of the two people who missed the challenge then. Done.

I'm hoping I'm not blindsided but I'm also too exhausted to fight. I'm still sore from moving and work has been pretty rough. I'm hoping for the best but expecting the worst.